Bucky Barnes (
onlyapassenger) wrote2012-07-06 12:33 am
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Part III: And Stealin' Coins is Not Really Stealin'
It's the fire that catches Bucky's attention, smoke curling up in the air so that he spots it from his vantage point in the trees. After having been led around the island by a chaperone the past couple of days, it's the first time he's ventured out on his own, and he couldn't be happier for the promise of something interesting lingering just around the corner so soon. Relaxing's fine in small doses, but he feels like he's been locked up for a lifetime between his clinic stay and the pervasive, dull ache in his ribs.
A doctor'd probably yell at him for climbing in his condition, but Bucky's gone off to war boasting worse injuries than a few lousy bruises. Besides, as far as he's concerned, his mind's in rougher shape than his body. No matter how many times he catches a glimpse of his reflection, he can't seem to get over just how old he looks, and try as he might to remember something -- anything -- about what happened after the war, he can't seem to get drag up even the foggiest of memories. There's just this wall in the back of his mind that he can't scale for the life of him, though at least he's in better standing than he was just a few days ago when he couldn't even remember his own damn name.
Following the smoke to find the fire, the trail leads him to a scrapyard that's clashes beautifully with the surrounding greenery, capturing Bucky's attention fully as he slips inside, absently mindful of any potential security. He's been told that everything's free here, but that doesn't mean that someone wouldn't want to protect their stash, and with resources so limited, Bucky's got to think that all this stuff would be worth the prettiest of pennies if goodwill suddenly fell aside to capital-G Greed.
Eyes finally lighting on the source of the fire, his curiosity's quickly swept aside by recognition. He doesn't know a whole lot of faces yet, but he'd be hard-pressed to forget any of the men who'd been around when he first woke up. Tony Stark's a face he'll remember.
"Wow," Bucky says, stepping closer to what he can only describe as some sort of experiment, expression rapt. "Should that be burning like that?"
A doctor'd probably yell at him for climbing in his condition, but Bucky's gone off to war boasting worse injuries than a few lousy bruises. Besides, as far as he's concerned, his mind's in rougher shape than his body. No matter how many times he catches a glimpse of his reflection, he can't seem to get over just how old he looks, and try as he might to remember something -- anything -- about what happened after the war, he can't seem to get drag up even the foggiest of memories. There's just this wall in the back of his mind that he can't scale for the life of him, though at least he's in better standing than he was just a few days ago when he couldn't even remember his own damn name.
Following the smoke to find the fire, the trail leads him to a scrapyard that's clashes beautifully with the surrounding greenery, capturing Bucky's attention fully as he slips inside, absently mindful of any potential security. He's been told that everything's free here, but that doesn't mean that someone wouldn't want to protect their stash, and with resources so limited, Bucky's got to think that all this stuff would be worth the prettiest of pennies if goodwill suddenly fell aside to capital-G Greed.
Eyes finally lighting on the source of the fire, his curiosity's quickly swept aside by recognition. He doesn't know a whole lot of faces yet, but he'd be hard-pressed to forget any of the men who'd been around when he first woke up. Tony Stark's a face he'll remember.
"Wow," Bucky says, stepping closer to what he can only describe as some sort of experiment, expression rapt. "Should that be burning like that?"
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Then he shrugs.
"Everything else's a real jumble. I remembered the war a couple days back. It was like someone opened up my head and dumped everything inside -- just color and smell and noise. I know I got a kid sister at home and that I lost my parents a long time ago. But I don't remember how I got this--" He nods towards his metal shoulder. "I don't remember how I got old or how I came to be here. I'm missing half my life and I'm supposed to just wait for everything to sort itself out..." He smiles again, letting out a harsh sigh. "Makes me miss the war. Nazis are easy."
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"Nazis do afford a certain degree of... straightforwardness," he said. No one cared if you made superweapons if you were pointing them at Nazis, after all. "Probably... best not to start wishing for them, the place is fond of curveballs. Which you know, what with the... brain problems."
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"...did you make this, too?" he asks, lifting his mechanical shoulder to indicate his arm. Though he's discovered a handy little switch to make it look and feel no different from his own skin, he finds he likes the reminder that it isn't real. Maybe it'll jog his memories.
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Of course, he'd had closer, when it had been detached. But seeing it in action without the disguise -- and more importantly without the gun in his face -- was a little different.
"Not that I couldn't make one. Could. Didn't. The kung fu grip came included when you arrived, as far as I know."
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"I know motors and guns and one of my best pals is an android," he boasts with a crooked smile. 'Course, despite his less-than-natural creation, Jim's humanity was never in question. "I wouldn't have the first idea how to put something like this together. It's..."
He falters for a second, flexing his fingers. "...like something out of a pulp. Half man, half machine! Just wish I knew how I got the thing."
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And if he didn't remember that, he wouldn't remember- well, he had to be genuinely glad he hadn't yet been hit with the latest round of whatever this was.
"If it's an island thing, it will... probably clear up," he said. "You'll remember. If not, well, we are very smart people, we'll sort you out."
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The only thing that had made any sense were the bruises. Being in fights was old news.
"...what is that, anyway?"